Metamorphosis: The Stitch....

So, That was a fail. Although I am still working at improving my time use. I am spending more time studying Korean and the Bible. But as for exercising, I am lazy. I know I should continue and need to if I want to be able to use my bow properly but its hard and boring to workout. At least when I am playing soccer or doing archery, I am having fun while working out. Oh, well need to keep working on improving myself. I need to get my body checked out, I think I have done some serious damage to my shoulder cause it is becoming a problem. Oh, well looks like I will be back in NA by the end of the month. Although still hoping for a miracle that will let me stay in Korea. Not sure what it is about Daejeon but I have never felt so comfortable in such unfamiliar culture or own culture for that matter. I love Calgary but in someways its a prison. Need money, to get a car, so can go to work to pay for the car. but thats life, right? Well I am just trusting that God's will for my life is being done, nothing else really matters. But I am afraid that because of my laziness, I am failing to achieve the best that God has for me, thus my prayer.

Have mercy on me, O God,
    according to your unfailing love;
according to your great compassion
    blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash away all my iniquity
    and cleanse me from my sin.

3 For I know my transgressions,
    and my sin is always before me.
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned
    and done what is evil in your sight;
so you are right in your verdict
    and justified when you judge.
5 Surely I was sinful at birth,
    sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
6 Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb;
    you taught me wisdom in that secret place.

7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;
    wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
8 Let me hear joy and gladness;
    let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
9 Hide your face from my sins
    and blot out all my iniquity.

10 Create in me a pure heart, O God,
    and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your presence
    or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation
    and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways,
    so that sinners will turn back to you.
14 Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God,
    you who are God my Savior,
    and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
15 Open my lips, Lord,
    and my mouth will declare your praise.
16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;
    you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.
17 My sacrifice, O God, is[b] a broken spirit;
    a broken and contrite heart
    you, God, will not despise.

18 May it please you to prosper Zion,
    to build up the walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then you will delight in the sacrifices of the righteous,
    in burnt offerings offered whole;
    then bulls will be offered on your altar.